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Oct. 5th, 2011 10:38 pmeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee birthday in two days eeeeeeeeeeee!
I want to buy myself a present. The grownup in me wants to either buy something practical or for the house, the sex fiend is like OMG A YEAR AND A HALF WITHOUT A WAHL COIL IS TOO DAMN LONG. OR GET LUBE SO YOU CAN HAVE A BIRTHDAY FISTIN'. *sigh* who am I kidding, if I walk into Oh My! at any point in the next couple days I'm walking out with both items.
I also want to beat someone's ass until they cry or safeword. That isn't anything really super new, things have been kinda stressful lately, and we all know what stress does to me. The problem is I've been contending with this intense desire to lay a hurtin' down and I have no outlet for it, and my usual trick of sublimating it into taking a beating myself is just not going to work this time. I want to cause pain and I want it to be okay to like it, damn it.
I need to get my act together and make a date with Cute!Girl. Or at least drop by the candy store and flirt with her. Something! Come on, virtual balls, DESCEND!
Kittyboy's going away on a business trip in a couple days. Needless to say I'm going to shag him stupid at some point before he leaves. And quite possibly after he gets home too.
PORN FOREVER NAU. Even though I should be doing laundry instead. NOPE PORN NOW. Oh goddamn it the cat jumped into my lap. PORN LATER THEN.
I want to buy myself a present. The grownup in me wants to either buy something practical or for the house, the sex fiend is like OMG A YEAR AND A HALF WITHOUT A WAHL COIL IS TOO DAMN LONG. OR GET LUBE SO YOU CAN HAVE A BIRTHDAY FISTIN'. *sigh* who am I kidding, if I walk into Oh My! at any point in the next couple days I'm walking out with both items.
I also want to beat someone's ass until they cry or safeword. That isn't anything really super new, things have been kinda stressful lately, and we all know what stress does to me. The problem is I've been contending with this intense desire to lay a hurtin' down and I have no outlet for it, and my usual trick of sublimating it into taking a beating myself is just not going to work this time. I want to cause pain and I want it to be okay to like it, damn it.
I need to get my act together and make a date with Cute!Girl. Or at least drop by the candy store and flirt with her. Something! Come on, virtual balls, DESCEND!
Kittyboy's going away on a business trip in a couple days. Needless to say I'm going to shag him stupid at some point before he leaves. And quite possibly after he gets home too.
PORN FOREVER NAU. Even though I should be doing laundry instead. NOPE PORN NOW. Oh goddamn it the cat jumped into my lap. PORN LATER THEN.
