Panther Dreaming

*checks "do terrible filthy things while wearing a wedding gown" off bucket list*

Kittyboy and I got married yesterday. God DAMN but that man looks scrumptious in a tux.

I kinda dropped off the face. That happens.

Long story short, Real Life be kicking my ass right now. At the same time, said life is in transition again - Kittyboy and I are moving into our own place over the weekend. I am excited, intrigued and terrified about this all at the same time.

but yeah... I haven't gone far. I'll be back when the dust settles a bit. Or, considering what's probably going to happen on Tuesday night, possibly sooner, though sorry Big Bear, I doubt I'll have the camera unpacked. ;)

This is going to be an adventure.

Downgraded this journal to basic. On one hand, mourning my extra icons. On the other hand, didn't lose my layout and no more goddamn ads. Worth it, in my opinion.

It's bloody hot... which means I'm somewhat less inclined to do filthy nasty things and more inclined to write about them. I've been cooking up some fantastically dark shit lately but haven't gotten more than a sentence or three down "on paper." If/when that changes I'll post.

Big Bear posted a link to Brom's version of Peter Pan called "The Child Thief", which is fascinatingly dark and disturbing take on the story. I love twisted takes on classic tales, so my brain's been firing along those lines lately (yes, I've read Lost Girls before you ask - the art is fantastic, the story not so much). I've had a kinky update of A Midsummer Night's Dream kicking around my head for years and I'm half in love with my version of Helena, or at least I must be since he keep popping up in my subconcious being beautiful and fierce and shit and wondering when I'm going to write something about him, lol. Maybe this midsummer?

I've also been very shut down and antisocial lately due to personal issues... this summer may be a good time to revisit the local TNG scene again. And finish my flogger, while I'm at it.

Happy Mother's Day, you filthy fabulous folk!

I seem to be having one of those spells where I'm not feeling the sexxy much, at least, not enough to post about it, lol. Of late, this is directly because I had my cervix biopsied last Tuesday (ow ow ow) and my girlbits are still mad about it and probably will be for a little while. Le sad. Also ebbing and flowing is my interest in kink. There's rumors of local scene drama I'm rather avoiding like the plague, and for various other reasons (mostly financial, some having to do with my own headnoise towards the topic) I'm simply not feeling it right now. Though I did have an interesting idea cross my mind a few minutes ago that I wanted to get down.

I'm sure something like this exists out there... is there, in fact, a mentoring program out there for curious Maybe?Dominants? I have been told time and again that the best way to learn is by subbing... There is a lot of merit to that statement, I think, as in my experience Doms who know what the other side of the whip is like tend to be way more compassionate and plugged into the sub's experience, but of course your mileage may vary on that. However, I've been that route a few times, and while I did learn quite a bit, my attention span isn't the best when I'm focused on other things, like being a good girl. :) What I'm kind of casually wondering is if there's something out there or if people would be willing to have not a sub, but a Domme-in-training follow them around and take notes, so to speak. I had the opportunity to do that way ass long ago, and honestly I think I absorbed a lot more via observation (with some limited participation). I suppose I could just head down to the Society one evening and observe others in the space, but I don't want to be the creepy n00b sitting and staring at everyone else, lol. I suppose I could nullify that some by putting my name up on the board... still, lol.

I don't know, it's a thought... maybe when the so called drama dies out I'll repost the above idea to the WMPE boards and see if anyone else likes this idea. Also I keep wanting to reconnect up with Master Harley, since I haven't seen him in years and we keep sending messages to each other via The Badger. He's expressed an interest in maybe doing coffee sometime, and having read and liked his boy-training manual, I'd love the opportunity to discuss it with him in person.