Shy and lazy vs curious
Jan. 26th, 2010 11:32 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
switchkitty78Kinda want to go the WMPE munch tomorrow evening at Packards. Kinda don't. Mostly want to go because it's convenient, but of course the supershys are hitting something fierce, and I'm all "but I won't know anyone there waaaaaa schmoo"
I know the only real solution here is to grow a set and go. Even if I don't there's a WMPETNG munch at Bertucci's next month that I'm actually looking forward to a bit more. Still, handwring, handwring.
*sigh* It also looks pretty much like I'll be soloing this year's trip to the Flea, if indeed I decide to go at all. I'm hurting a little bit over this, as I know my former Sir and the pack of kittens I once belonged to will be there "working" and celebrating their one year anniversary of their/our collaring. *sigh* I don't regret leaving that particular relationship group... it presented too many problems for me to deal with personally to continue with it, but considering last year I lost my memberships to two "family" groups, one voluntarily, one not... yeah. Especially since I still miss imoto-chan and sometimes even Sir. On the flip side, my Lady will also be with them, and I look forward to seeing her. It also looks like I will indeed have some money to toy-shop... and since I am in the market specifically for a good leather flogger (and possibly a blindfold that won't make either me or Kittyboy all allergic), that at least will be a good thing.
What a difference a year makes... I look back at where I was then and where I am now. So much has changed... so much has stayed the same. Where will I be a year from now?
I know the only real solution here is to grow a set and go. Even if I don't there's a WMPETNG munch at Bertucci's next month that I'm actually looking forward to a bit more. Still, handwring, handwring.
*sigh* It also looks pretty much like I'll be soloing this year's trip to the Flea, if indeed I decide to go at all. I'm hurting a little bit over this, as I know my former Sir and the pack of kittens I once belonged to will be there "working" and celebrating their one year anniversary of their/our collaring. *sigh* I don't regret leaving that particular relationship group... it presented too many problems for me to deal with personally to continue with it, but considering last year I lost my memberships to two "family" groups, one voluntarily, one not... yeah. Especially since I still miss imoto-chan and sometimes even Sir. On the flip side, my Lady will also be with them, and I look forward to seeing her. It also looks like I will indeed have some money to toy-shop... and since I am in the market specifically for a good leather flogger (and possibly a blindfold that won't make either me or Kittyboy all allergic), that at least will be a good thing.
What a difference a year makes... I look back at where I was then and where I am now. So much has changed... so much has stayed the same. Where will I be a year from now?
